{"id":247,"date":"2016-11-17T18:59:11","date_gmt":"2016-11-17T18:59:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/course.napla.coplacdigital.org\/shepherd\/?p=247"},"modified":"2016-11-18T14:17:15","modified_gmt":"2016-11-18T14:17:15","slug":"research-reflection-insecurity-and-lots-of-crying","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/course.napla.coplacdigital.org\/shepherd\/research-reflections\/research-reflection-insecurity-and-lots-of-crying\/","title":{"rendered":"Research Reflections: Insecurity (and lots of crying)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Now that everyone is finishing up their project sites, I&#8217;m starting to get nervous. Am I doing a good enough job? Does my project site look okay?<\/p>\n<p>Not only am I the youngest in the course, I am also the only team of one. I&#8217;m trying to remind myself of both, especially the latter, as I draw my project to a close. However, I still feel inferior and anxious about being satisfactory in the eyes of those who will see my project. I&#8217;m a perfectionist, and it&#8217;s hard for me to ever feel like I succeeded at something. I actually started crying in the research technician&#8217;s office this morning when she told me that my site looked great.<\/p>\n<p>I want this project to be the best it can possibly be. These stories are so vital to me and this school\u00a0has an immense handprint on my heart. I have to find a balance between pushing myself to succeed and overexerting myself to the point of exhaustion.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s going to be worth it, however.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Now that everyone is finishing up their project sites, I&#8217;m starting to get nervous. Am I doing a good enough job? Does my project site look okay? Not only am I the youngest in the course, I am also the only team of one. I&#8217;m trying to remind myself of both, especially the latter, as [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-247","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-research-reflections"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/course.napla.coplacdigital.org\/shepherd\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/247","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/course.napla.coplacdigital.org\/shepherd\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/course.napla.coplacdigital.org\/shepherd\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/course.napla.coplacdigital.org\/shepherd\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/course.napla.coplacdigital.org\/shepherd\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=247"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/course.napla.coplacdigital.org\/shepherd\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/247\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":250,"href":"https:\/\/course.napla.coplacdigital.org\/shepherd\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/247\/revisions\/250"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/course.napla.coplacdigital.org\/shepherd\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=247"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/course.napla.coplacdigital.org\/shepherd\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=247"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/course.napla.coplacdigital.org\/shepherd\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=247"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}